monologue.

Have you ever experienced when you wake up from your sleep and you feel like your heart is cold? Your heart pumps faster than ever? Like your heart is crushing? Falling into pieces? Feel alone? Like people that close to you is actually far away? Like something is wrong?

I don't know.

They just tend to come to me.

Uninvited.




Make me feel better please.
For at least I can smile happily from inside.
And to feel warm.

I just need that.